
Luke chapter 5 (NRSV)
Today, as I read the fifth chapter of Luke's Gospel, right off I'm reminded that our chapter divisions are almost totally arbitrary.
As a reminder, the present chapter divisions in our modern editions of the books in the Bible come from an Archbishop of Canterbury in the middle of the 13th century. I'm thinking of that today because the fifth chapter has a veritable potpourri of vignettes of the early days of Jesus' earthly ministry. There's the healing of the paralytic let down from the roof, the healing of a leper, the call of the disciples and a parable about the nature of the Kingdom of God.
When we read the Bible in worship we don't use the chapter divisions to order our readings for this very reason. We tend to read shorter parts of the chapter, parts that constitute a story or thought unit. The scholarly term for this sort of narrative unit is "pericope". (You'll hear clergy sometimes referring to that in their sermons.)
So what jumps out at me this snowy Sunday morning in first week of Lent? It's Jesus' words to his first disciples after the miraculous catch of fish. After sending the fisherman back out into the water to let down their nets again, he tells them "don't be afraid" (Luke 5:10) before the well known line "you will be fishers of people". It's after what is given as an order, in the imperative voice, that the new disciples leave everything and follow him.
"Do not be afraid". We've heard this phrase twice already. It was Gabriel's first words to Zechariah when Gabriel announced the coming birth of John the Baptizer. It was the first words the angelic host said to the shepherds in the fields near Bethlehem the night of Jesus' birth. (Did you notice though that Gabriel didn't say that when he appeared to Mary? Isn't that interesting…?) Now today, Jesus uses the same words to the disciples. And I suppose by extension to us.
(By the way, this is not the last time we'll read these words in Luke's Gospel. Pay attention for them as we go forward together.)"Be not afraid."
In the story that Luke is relating, there's a sense that Jesus is using the angelic formula because he too is a messenger, a herald. Though he's not anything like an angel. He is both God and Human and fully present with us. There's something much greater than an angel here - as evidenced later by the healing of the leper, and even more so by Jesus' claiming God's own authority to forgive sins, and proving that he can by healing the paralytic.
But why this particular phrase? I've often thought that it is because it's fear that keeps us from doing what God asks of us. Fear that it won't work out. Fear that we'll do it wrong. Fear that we will fail. Fear that others will reject us, or that we'll lose something. In the case of the angelic messengers the phrase is a reminder that angels bring awe. They're beautiful, but it's a "terrible, awe-full and frightening" beauty. They are not at like the tame angels we see in popular art and culture. It makes sense that their first words - except in the case of Mary - are an order to "stop being afraid". But it's also interesting that, since angels are God's messengers, that these are God's words to us too. Just like we hear from Jesus to his disciples.
Here then is something to meditate on today. Jesus is telling us that, as his disciples, we must stop being afraid.
What are you afraid of? What would your life as a disciple be like if you were no longer afraid?
